The Evil Eye That Comes from Love

Translated from Bahasa Indonesia  by the 22Muse Media Translation Dept

When Love Begins to Feel Heavy

We often associate the evil eye with envy, rivalry, or strangers who resent our light. But one of the most overlooked sources of spiritual interference is the gaze of someone who claims to love you — a mother, a friend, a lover — whose affection is tangled with fear. The evil eye doesn’t always come from hatred. Sometimes, it comes cloaked in care, disguised in concern, whispered in the words “I’m just worried about you.”

What makes this form of energy so insidious is that it doesn’t appear malevolent at first. It feels intimate. Familiar. Sometimes, it feels like love. But your body knows the truth before your mind can explain it. You begin to feel watched. Not admired, but measured. Not supported, but subtly controlled. You second-guess your decisions. You hesitate before expanding. You feel tethered, even from a distance.

The Curse Within Concern

There is a kind of affection that quietly resists your evolution. When someone loves you from a place of unhealed fear — fear of abandonment, fear of irrelevance, fear of being left behind — their love starts to act like a leash. It becomes less about your soul’s journey, and more about keeping you within a version of yourself that comforts them.

This is where the spiritual wound begins. It is not always loud. It does not scream or scold. Instead, it lingers — in their silence when you succeed, in their subtle guilt when you choose differently, in the energy they send when you stop asking for their opinion. And the hardest part? They may genuinely believe they’re loving you.

But love that clings, manipulates, or guilts is not love — it’s fear. And fear, when projected through the heart of someone close to you, becomes one of the most potent sources of energetic sabotage. That is the evil eye that hides inside devotion.

The Invisible Tether You Can Feel

Most people don’t realize they’re casting this energy. They’re not lighting candles or chanting curses. But every time they think of you with worry, with possessiveness, with regret that you’ve changed, they send a wave. And if you’re not careful, you receive it. You begin to shrink. You question your momentum. You replay their imagined disapproval in your head — until their fear becomes your hesitation.

The soul feels these tethers even before the intellect can label them. That’s why spiritual sensitivity often shows up as fatigue, brain fog, or emotional indecision. The body becomes the battlefield for energies that were never yours to carry.

What Purified Love Looks Like

True love is not afraid of your expansion. It doesn’t panic when you grow. It doesn’t punish your silence or demand access to every new chapter. Real love steps back with reverence and watches from the mountain. It says, “Even if you forget me, I will never curse your becoming with my longing.” It doesn’t require proximity to bless you.

To love someone without needing to hold them is a spiritual art — one that few master. It requires the ego to die a little. It asks us to separate care from control, closeness from attachment, and memory from entitlement.

Ask Yourself Honestly

Have you loved in a way that bound others without meaning to?
Have you felt bound by someone else’s version of love?
Have you ever sensed that your hesitation wasn’t yours, but inherited from someone else’s fear?

This is the spiritual mirror. It doesn’t judge — it reflects. And once we see ourselves clearly, we are free to choose differently.

The Final Test of the Soul

To love without possession. To release without resentment. To bless another’s path, even if it takes them away from you. This is the soul’s final initiation.

Because love, if it is truly divine, liberates. It doesn’t bind, it doesn’t dim, and it never casts shadows on what it cannot hold.

To love without attachment is the final test of the soul.
— Ketut Arya Dewa